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everything is gradual

everything is gradual everything is eventual then it's happening -- we're moving in circles at a steady pace the city got new search-lights pointing at the sky looking for a miracle in the clouds hanging there worried about the things they've got to do, like the war on terror, H1N1, your money and it's true everyone wishes the rain would break the high tide, the flooding for god's sake what are we going to do? with a predilection for an immediate look from any third eye cave - i am in that t… Continue

Added by jeRRy whaLLey on November 21, 2009 at 10:17pm — No Comments

my noir apotheosis

my noir apotheosis "We don’t see things as they are, we see them as we are." -- Anais Nin my banal original left ordinary impressions on the surface of your eyes; stanzas you couldn't get out of your mind playing carpe diem chasing your memories romantically while you held fast to recognized patterns, you'd say anything with a cigarette hanging from your lip: tempus fugit those wisps accent your spent look; something frozen, dead winter, caught by the Sun, melted, a haze of ste… Continue

Added by jeRRy whaLLey on November 14, 2009 at 3:55pm — No Comments

SHELTER

The Stones in 75 Jamming about shelter Social heat Began to swelter A tad bit shy Of Helter Skelter High School daze Chills along my spine As I relive them on YouTube Pam’s satin hand Gently clasped in mine Feeling fine Permanent friends Never to forget The years have blistered by Children having children Concept we call life Void of obvious strife It snuck in through the back door I’ll die a happy man Knowing it was all a dream Come true……… © Bill Grimes Jr. 2009 Continue

Added by bill grimes jr on October 24, 2009 at 10:04am — No Comments

STUFF

Spatial verve Social disadvantage Harbinger of joy Drives his latest toy Stuff Can be replaced No price tag on extortion To focus on reprieve So hard to achieve Legions roam Bewildered Shuffling abroad Begrudgingly applaud Those who persevere Epitome of cool A calculated risk Lingering kiss The crux Of pleasantry © Bill Grimes Jr. 2009 Continue

Added by bill grimes jr on October 22, 2009 at 6:35pm — No Comments

I feel

I feel I've been hanging by a thread -- though I hung from a windy-tree, the icy-rain deformed me; I swung in thunderous reverie, did-see the roots and mud entwined to form the scruples of my mind; there, the Runes in bone-clad dead made the language of my head and formed the magic of its ...fire, rhymes that seared with my desire; my end-times -- our words are created by misery and joy, in the language we convey, our Monsters and Saints - hanging in there ... Continue

Added by jeRRy whaLLey on October 15, 2009 at 2:57pm — No Comments

MAGNIFICENT FLIGHT

Lazy Sunday evening October 2009 Days of 100 proof Overkill indeed So grateful they’re behind me now Extreme behavior Trademark of rebellion Deftly woven Throughout my DNA Microscope of truth Glaring irony I lived to tell about Blessings God’s grand reprieve Stage set for a showdown Conscious Versus ego The outcome Preordained Holy destiny Not hard to understand Grace Effortless gift Void of mortal pride I drift Subtle revelations Journey to His light Magnificent flight © Bill Grimes Jr. 2009 Continue

Added by bill grimes jr on October 11, 2009 at 7:22pm — No Comments

PSYCHO DRAMA

Onset of delusion Roadmap to insanity Mighty hill to conquer For those who see beyond Life is but a play Not meant for understanding Far from picket fences Three car garages Elementary rite Words of ascension Baby steps required Aging Narcissism Replaced by quiet calm Silent chuckle Deep inside my soul I watch with amusement Follow faithfully Gradual progress Satisfaction Slow But sweet Poetic legacy Blueprint of my trip My world Revolves around His grace As it should be © Bill Grimes Jr. 200… Continue

Added by bill grimes jr on October 7, 2009 at 7:37pm — No Comments

NATURAL PROGRESSION (A song of hope)

At times I feel I’ll buckle Crumple under crushing loneliness Misery Choice of vast proportion Controlled by my attitude Blessed with friends aplenty Strength Pipeline from divine energy Hardly worthy But grateful nonetheless Distinct rhythm Flows within my soul As I’m growing old This battle Always takes its toll But pales Beside my past mistakes Harmony I seek Arrives in increments Precious sentiments Warm thoughts Natural progression Life as it comes Love From the strangest circumstances New… Continue

Added by bill grimes jr on October 6, 2009 at 5:27pm — No Comments

THE WHY

To ponder consciousness Altered states Dreamscape reality The why Far outweighs the when How it all began Self discipline Hardly a prerequisite Merely lubrication Mental strain prescription Life Lived in increments One day at a time The only way for me Weary eyes Suddenly Begin to see © Bill Grimes Jr. 2009 Continue

Added by bill grimes jr on October 3, 2009 at 10:37am — No Comments

emotions in the write way

some don't get the emotions, see them as cliche', while the root of the problem is the heart I must say -- where we begin in our Mother's water place, the beat of her life, made ours by grace -- the pedagogues 'n pip-squeaks don't get the emotion that leaks from the pen, as longing, as aching, as yearning in unbearable swells, again 'n again -- they've never birthed in bursting strife, their suffering 'n joy of life we are the foam on the sea of reality, where the roiling of Natures longing tak… Continue

Added by jeRRy whaLLey on September 7, 2009 at 2:30pm — No Comments

to breathe life into...inSpiration

we breath life into language which we construe with semantics and syntactical alliances until it needs to be said or is a lovely song but mostly flung out there into a crowded starry sky to fly or fall, that's all -- I learn a lot from my still-born writes as much, if not more, than those that never get a stare -- it all gets recycled in the cauldron of my heart, boiling with fires too hot for knowledge or understanding, spewing forth with plasma graces where they flow to my pen again and again… Continue

Added by jeRRy whaLLey on September 1, 2009 at 4:39pm — No Comments

Ramadan man:

~ out of the desert, at dusk, he will come, intemperate, seeing you first with his eyes, burning like coals in his longing for your sumptuous fruits, then his mouth will swallow your blushing lips, he will drink deep from your sweet mouth while hands as strong as steel bind you close to him -- in that ravishing you will feel the Laylat al-Qadr in your breasts bearing passions fruit in your mind and your hearts will be as one...

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Added by jeRRy whaLLey on September 1, 2009 at 4:34pm — No Comments

SACRED ASYLUM (A song about futility)

Lately My cell phone by my bed Despite my aching head Just in case you call Like so many times before My throbbing skull Cannot comprehend The stark reality That you never will Fear is a demon I’m as sick as my secrets Today I conquered fear Your demon flees me now I’m done with false hope Definitely At the end of my rope Such passionate poetry Flowing words of depth Bouncing off indifference Wasted on hypocrisy How foolish of me girl What the hell was I thinking? As if I were drinking But far t… Continue

Added by bill grimes jr on August 30, 2009 at 3:27pm — No Comments

that's the slippery slope of duality ~

in the congress of Love only Loving is the Truth and that's the Beauty of beholding with a realEYEsed look that dares to see that Truth like Beauty is relativity -- this is my body, this is my blood, come unto me as children would with eyes the heart has seared with fire, overflowed as insanity on the sharp edge of desire where the fool and saint are one and the same as players in the play of this duality game -- promulgate your Truth as if a wave on the Sea where waves all gather but disagree… Continue

Added by jeRRy whaLLey on August 19, 2009 at 6:00pm — No Comments

WOODSTOCK

My soul Still adolescent My body Aging rapidly My spirit Free When I allow it to be Unencumbered Still seeking harmony Quite simply I’m amazed Living preordained destiny Despite my numbered days Woodstock Forty years along Much more than an event To me A burning bush It taught me to express My deepest true essence To seek my music muse Artistic creativity Social disengagement “Establishment” distrusts Lore of vain protest Chills still dance along my spine When Hendrix serenades When Janis cries… Continue

Added by bill grimes jr on August 16, 2009 at 9:58am — No Comments

SWEET SIMPLICITY

Stormed the gates of heaven Passed out At the very gates of hell Lived to tell about it Gods grace thus far My how I remember Blowing chunks Grooving to Grand Funk Sweet taste of simplicity Teenage obligations Financial insecurity Mississippi’s finest Red Barn dollar draft Milk jug pure Boiled shrimp Midnight fast food runs Bayou water skiing Among the cotton mouths Old Mozart’s boat I jackknifed his trailer Just a hair more sober than he Smiling as he cussed Petit Bois Island Reeling in the blu… Continue

Added by bill grimes jr on July 13, 2009 at 8:14pm — No Comments

on compromise

dreams are a compromise between wakefulness and the deep of sleep -- beauty is a compromise between love and what makes sense in this tiny portion of the cosmos Continue

Added by jeRRy whaLLey on July 4, 2009 at 10:03pm — No Comments

OUR MOMENT

Trying hard to strip away The myth From the man I’m just a child inside Searching for my bride The queen to share my throne My words Rigid at times Pointed Brutally sincere Spawned from deep within Despite social consequence Never pulling punches Focus on the real Piece of cake For me to write a song Increasingly complex To right a wrong I craved our union for forever Never pictured defeat So far I can’t accept it Another quirk of my psyche My eyes have grown hard My lonely heart Still mush Quit… Continue

Added by bill grimes jr on July 3, 2009 at 11:58am — No Comments

OUR SECRETS

Creighton Skyline Alpine Hills Little League heroics Music saturation My childhood A blur Nostalgia laced synapse Disarmed coherence My life An open book For those who care to look Sweet Pam Gregory Paul JJ Dee Grisson Such magical moments “Play some Who… Billy Ray” Rest in peace Timbo Relax my sacred friends Our secrets Safely locked Beyond my published grave Psycho drunken daze Hormonal machismo Pops Party Palace Teenage alter ego Me Rebellious acolyte Human nature student Rocket armed wordsmi… Continue

Added by bill grimes jr on June 27, 2009 at 6:15pm — No Comments

RIDDLE

My sensitive words At times The enemy Simmering emotions Penetrating thoughts Screaming to be free Ponder eternity Sad state of soul Subtle revolution True essence of a turning point Fear of letting go Wanting you to know Then again Not really Sad discovery Transparency You already knew Seeking solace for such loss Reality A cruel joke indeed So this is how it goes Depressions broken record I’ve dreamed so long of bliss Perhaps a mere mirage Woke up this morning A new day Try another way My poet… Continue

Added by bill grimes jr on June 27, 2009 at 1:17pm — No Comments

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